Sandbox V
waiting
“Waiting,” for example, Barthes describes as “the tumult of anxiety provoked by waiting for the loved being, subject to trivial delays (rendezvous, letters, telephone calls, returns).” He talks about waiting by the phone for his loved one to call. He dare not attempt to find him or call him lest he miss him. Barthes reports how his feelings ricochet between dread and anger and sadness, all while seated by the telephone. (Imagine if he had iMessage.) “Am I in love?” he writes. “Yes, since I am waiting. The other never waits. Sometimes I want to play the part of the one who doesn’t wait; I try to busy myself elsewhere, to arrive late; but I always lose at this game: whatever I do, I find myself there, with nothing to do, punctual, even ahead of time. The lover’s fatal identity is precisely: I am the one who waits.”
gravity and crabs
“These individual acts can create a new kind of perception of what’s possible and what’s righteous.”
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Crab_mentality
links
- mars artists - Nicholas Kahn and Richard Selesnick
- post-apocalypse - https://www.patreon.com/yurishwedoff
